I can't remember much about my dad, but i know that the memories i do have him are all happy ones. He was taken far too soon from us and i can't describe the grief i am still going through, there's not a single day that goes past where i don't think about him and how much i miss him. I would of loved him to be there for the birth of his 1st grandson lewis, but i do believe he was there in spirit and still is every day. lewis is now 5 and know's all about his grandad paul n keeps askin if he can get a ladder up to heaven to visit him. it breaks my heart but it gives me great comfort knowing that my 5yr old son believes in his grandad and even though he never got the chance to meet him knows he existed. also to have met the love of my life andrew who i know he would of loved to pieces just like i do. i love u dad with all my heart and always will xxxxx